Part Two
Beep. Beep. Beep. Beep. Beep. Be--
Pacey reached his arm out
from beneath his comforter and slapped his alarm clock, maybe he could
get back into his dream in the nine minutes of snooze time he could
afford. He felt himself drift off...
They were entangled in
each other's arms, the tall grass tickling his bare back. He twisted
his fingers through her hair, running his tongue along her lithe neck.
"Abby...," he whispered in her ear.
Abby? His eyes opened
with a start. He kicked the blanket off of his sweat-drenched body and
ran a hand up his chest to his throat. Not needing the final four minutes
of sleep, he turned off the alarm clock and sat up in bed. He was definitely
awake now.
"Abby?" he need to hear
himself say her name, hardly believing that he had just seen those images
in his unconscious mind, hardly believing that he could dream of them
together. He shook the thought from his head.
"Abby? Abigail! You're going
to be late for school if you don't come down now!"
"I'm coming mother!" She
rolled her eyes at her reflection.
Putting the finishing touches
on her complicated hairstyle, she smiled wryly at herself and picked
up her schoolbag. She walked from her room, down the stairs and to her
waiting mother in the kitchen.
"Abby, you look very pretty
today."
"Thanks, Mom," she replied
dryly.
"Did you have a nice time
with your friend last night? I saw you come in, what's the young man's
name?"
Abby looked at her mother,
her mouth hanging open. Should she lie? She was so used to lying about
who she was with, if it was difficult not to. Except this time, there
was no reason for her not to tell the truth. She'd returned home with
Pacey.
"Pacey Witter," she whispered,
"he's just a friend, Mom." She looked sheepishly at the coffee cup sitting
in front of her, almost embarrassed.
"Oh... he must be one of
Sheriff Witter's sons, that's nice... what an attractive boy he is,
Abby. Nothing romantic in the future?"
"Mom!"
"Oh honey, there's nothing
to be ashamed about if you like this boy." Ms. Morgan smiled soothingly
at her daughter, putting her hand under Abby's chin. "Do you want me
to drive me to school this morning?"
Abby's cheeks burned at
her mother's suggestion that she had something for Pacey, and the unlikely
idea that they could ever get together. "No thanks, I'm going to walk."
"Then you had better get
a move on, you don't want another tardy sending you to Saturday detention."
Her mother stood and walked her to the door, kissing her on the cheek
as she left.
Pacey sped on his bike as
he took the long way to school, he didn't want to pass the McPhee house
this morning. The idea of having to deal with Andie, this soon after
he'd broken off with her, made him shudder unpleasantly. As he turned
the corner, he saw Abby walking near the curb.
He felt the blood rush to
his cheeks as he neared her, would she be able to tell that he had dreamt
of her in his arms? Pacey, man, she can't read your mind. He
slowed his bicycle down slightly, deciding whether he should walk with
her. Whether she wanted him to.
Abby's heart leaped as she
saw him turn the corner, approaching her. Her mind swam with questions.
Why is he riding down my street? Does he want to walk with
me? Could he possibly like me? She looked at him expectantly
as he passed her, irrationally upset when he didn't stop. Why would
he want to spend any time with you? You're just an obnoxious, overbearing
bitch. She heard his tires screech ahead of her as he ground the
bike to a halt.
His face was flushed and
he bent over to catch his breath, looking up at her and smiling awkwardly.
"Hey..."
"Hi, Pacey."
Neither of them knew what
to say in each other's presence, they had no idea what they were doing,
but everything felt both right and strange.
In Pacey's mind, he felt
torn in three directions; part of him knowing that he shouldn't care
what anyone would think if he went with his gut reaction, part knowing
that he should really give himself time to deal with Andie, and the
nagging part-- nudging him-- channeling his friends complaints. And
they would certainly complain; but when he saw her smile at him, he
could only think about touching her face, running his fingertips along
her cheekbones.
Abby walked towards him,
her eyes slightly confused. She was happy, no-- that was an understatement,
she was overjoyed that he had stopped for her, but she had reservations
about whatever it was that was happening. She worried that she was taking
his actions the wrong way, it seemed as if he could actually be interested
in her, but lots of guys acted that way. They all wanted to get in her
pants. They had had a bonding moment the night before, but he was on
the rebound, more reason for her to think that he might just want to
use her. Most guys were the same, and most guys sucked. One thing and
one thing only on their minds.
As she approached him, he
got off of his bike, walking beside her and turning to speak.
"Feeling any better today?"
"Same as usual, I guess.
Nothing for you to worry about, I'm sure." Shit! Why did I just say
that? He's trying to be nice.
"Oh... I see... the real
Abby Morgan comes back to rear her ugly head, I shoulda known." He got
back onto his bike and began to ride away from her. Getting a few yards
of distance between them, he heard her call his name and stopped.
"I'm sorry, it's a defense
mechanism. I guess I just need to start learning when I can turn it
off... y'know?"
"Yeah, I think I know it
well."
"So, how about you? Are
you feeling better about the whole Andie thing?"
"Not really. I just don't
even want to see her today... I feel, I don't know, sort of guilty about
breaking up with her. I know that I shouldn't, there was no way around
it. You're supposed to feel happy when you're around your significant
other, right?"
Abby looked at her nails,
anything to not meet his gaze. "I guess... yeah. At least that's what
I've heard. Technically, you're supposed to feel good around them."
"She always made me feel
like an asshole."
Stupid, stupid girl,
she thought to herself.
"But I know that I hurt
her pretty bad yesterday. I didn't mean to, but what was I supposed
to do? Stay with her because she was happy? I just don't think
so... but I still don't want to see her, it's going to be more drama
than I think I want to deal with today."
Abby thought for a moment,
afraid to open her mouth lest something acrid come flying forth. Pacey's
face twisted as they neared the school.
"We could always cut."
"We?" He looked at her trying
to read her face for some sort of sign of what she was trying to get
out of him. It seemed unlikely that her motives were selfless, and even
more unlikely that she wanted to spend any time with him.
"Yeah. We. What do I have
going for me in there today? Another day fighting off the uninspiring
advances of Chris Wolfe? Oh! Better yet, another exciting lecture from
Mr. Peterson on my impending failure? Duh... I think our minds are made
up. We ditch."
They stopped feet from the
High School campus, staring at the imposing building. They could both
see the student body frantically entering to start another day. Dawson
Leery stood at the top of the stairs, his eyes scanning the crowd and
finding Pacey's.
"Shit-- I think Dawson just
saw me," he mumbled, his lips hardly moving.
"So? Pretend that you haven't
seen him and let's make a break for it."
"You think that'll work?"
"I don't know, but it's
our best option."
"All right. Which way?"
"Back towards my house,
my mom will have left for work by now, we'll figure the rest out from
there."
"Okay. Get on the bike."
Pacey put his knapsack on
both shoulders, tightening the straps so it sat high on his back, and
straddled the bicycle as Abby pushed herself onto the seat. He turned
to her and smiled broadly.
"Hold on," they sped away
in the opposite direction from Capeside High, not looking back. Abby's
hands were on his hips, holding on for dear life, as she watched the
houses fly by her, her hair whipping in the air. Her fingers tingled
as she pushed her thumbs through his belt loops, her hands resting dangerously
close to his backside.
Man, that is one exceptional
ass, she thought to herself, watching as it moved up and down as
his strong legs alternately pumped quickly on the pedals.
He wondered if she felt
it too, the pummeling of attraction between them when her hands touched
him. They pulled into her driveway and he slowed the bike to a stop,
putting both feet to the ground. Her hands were still on him and he
feared that if he turned around, she might see the look on his face
and know what he was thinking.
"After you, m'lady," he
said breathlessly without turning his head.
"Oh! Uh...," she stuttered,
realizing that they were in front of her house, embarrassed to have
been caught in a daydream. "Let's bring the bike around back, so no
one can see it."
"Yeah, good idea." He followed
behind her, his eyes traveling the length of her bare legs to her ankles,
one covered only by a thin, silver chain. What the hell are you doing,
Witter? She was so small and sexy, her short dress moving around
the middle of her thighs as she walked in her high, clunky heeled shoes.
She turned to look at him
over her shoulder, somewhat flirtatiously, and saw as his ears turned
a dark crimson. Her lips turned up slightly.
"What?" she asked.
"Huh? Oh... nothing."
They entered her house through
the back door and into the kitchen where she had sat less than an hour
before with her mother, their coffee mugs still sitting on the table.
Abby picked them up and brought them to the sink, motioning for Pacey
to make himself comfortable. He looked almost as uncomfortable as she
felt.
"You want something to drink,
or something? I could make more coffee?"
"Never touch the stuff,
you got a coke in there?" he said pointing to the refridgerator.
"Probably..." She stuck
her head into the fridge, the icy air cooling her off considerably.
She felt as if it was three hundred degrees in her house, but she knew
that it had everything to do with being alone with him. She pulled out
a soda and handed it to him, their fingers touching lightly when he
reached for it. Their eyes met and they both looked away bashfully.
Pacey felt himself blush
again. He laughed nervously and scratched at his temple.
"This is ridiculous. I feel
like I'm in seventh grade, or something. Let's both try to relax and
enjoy our self-imposed day off, okay?" It was more of a statement than
a question, but he knew that he had to say something. The tension between
them was getting out of hand, and he was never one to keep his feelings
buried. That was one of the things that Andie disliked most about him,
always telling him to stop being so impetuous, so impulsive-- to stop
doing or saying things without thinking first. He stopped himself mid-thought,
not wanting to think about Andie right now, not while he was here with
Abby. He flipped modes and turned on the Witter charm.
"So what shall we do, oh
fine mistress? Shall we laze around your home watching television programmed
for middle-aged housewives? Shall we gorge ourselves until sated, eating
everything in your home? No, that would surely alert your mother to
our crime. Or maybe, we should run naked through Capeside's well-appointed
streets until my father picks us up for lewd and lascivious conduct?
Any thoughts on the matter?"
Abby laughed, glad that
the new tension between them had been acknowledged, even more relieved
that she hadn't had to be the one to say it herself. She found herself
a woman of fewer words when she didn't feel the need to be sarcastic.
She laughed at his list of proposed activities, choosing the former
for the time being. Feeling bold, she stood and took his hand, leading
him into the T.V. room.
They sat on the love seat,
sinking into its soft cushions. Her mother had made this the center
of their home, they spent most of their time there. Abby kicked off
her sandals and curled her legs on the couch, tucking her toes beneath
Pacey's legs and going for the remote.
"Any suggestions?"
"Just flip, and I'll let
you know when something captures my interest." Their smiles became wider
and they settled into the couch.
"I'm sure that you will..."
They had gone from disastrously
anxious to comfortably flirtatious in a matter of moments. She knew
that she could flirt with the best of 'em when she had to, but no one
had ever made her feel like it was really welcome, and usually, she
hadn't wanted it to be.
Fact was, Abby was terrified
of most men, which was why she always went for the ones that it would
be near impossible to achieve. Knowing that her work would go fruitlessly,
gave her the confidence to attempt it. But Pacey was different, it seemed.
Not so fruitless.
Still, her feelings were
mixed. Partially scared shitless over the prospect of actually having
to carry on any semblance of a relationship, and jostled by the possibility
of his faking his affections towards her solely to get over his newly
ex-girlfriend. The only thing that she was sure of, was that she liked
the way that she felt right now, curled up on the couch with him, his
fingers absently playing on the charms of her ankle bracelet.
"There! Leave this on--
this is great!"
"Pacey, hockey? I absolutely
refuse. What do I get out of that?"
"The pleasure of knowing
that I am enraptured by the drama of the game." He fluttered his long,
sexy eyelashes at her.
"Bzzzz... Not enough, try
again," she giggled.
His hands slid over one
bare foot and he squeezed his fingers gently.
"Foot massage?"
"Ahhhh... tell the gentleman
what he's won!"
She stretched her legs across
his lap and he went to it, his strong palms kneading at her feet and
toes as he watched the game. His excitement mounted with each play,
and so did hers.
Abby tossed her head back
on the arm of the couch, ignoring the skaters whooshing around the television.
She concentrated solely on the feeling of his hands on her heels and
moving up the backs of her legs. She might have let out a small moan
because he looked at her and smiled, as if he had gained some minute
success.
"Good?"
"Great." he turned his attention
back to the television, still rubbing her skin beneath his hands.
After a couple of hours
had passed, they still found themselves on the couch, almost snuggling.
It had been an insane couple of hours really, they would unconsciously
move closer and closer to each other, find themselves there, and one
or the other would pull away, but only slightly. They didn't want to
step on each other's toes, overstep any boundaries. It was a battle
though, their bodies against their minds.
Pacey reached out and touched
her collarbone, his fingers hardly grazing her skin. She tensed beneath
his touch and he pulled his hand away.
"I'm sorry, Abby. I... I...
hmm."
"Don't be sorry, Pacey,"
she said embarrassed. "I was just caught off guard, you're much more
honest to yourself than I am."
"What do you mean?"
"You allow yourself to do
what you want to do when the feeling hits, you know? And I really respect
that, really. I hold it in and convince myself that it's a bad idea,"
her voice dropped. "It probably is..."
"What do you want
to do?" Pacey looked at her seriously, she felt her face growing hotter,
knowing that she must be blushing something awful. No one had ever affected
her this way, she feared that she would get too relaxed around him and
it would lead to something that would eventually hurt her. His honesty
seemed to have no price, but she was afraid hers would.
"Abby? Since we're talking
about honesty here, do you mind if I get brutally so?"
She wasn't sure of the answer
herself, but decided that since this day had already gone the way that
it had, and since there hadn't really been any negative fallout, she
nodded.
"This is strange, y'know?
I know it is, but still, I'm really enjoying spending time with
you. Last night, today-- the past three hours, sitting here with you,
I've felt really... good. I don't know where all of this is leading,
but I just know that I like it." He weighed his words carefully. "I
think that I've spent a lot of time misjudging you, and I apologize--"
She stopped him.
"Don't apologize, Pacey.
I'm a real bitch, I know that. I've given you nothing to misjudge, I
put myself out there to be taken exactly at face value, and on the face
of that coin, I'm quite an unpleasant person to be around. But you are
right about one thing..."
He looked at her, watching
her full lips speak and moving closer to her. Every part of his body
willed him to kiss her, but his entire mind told him to hold back. Their
faces were a foot apart.
"What's that?" He brought
his eyes up to meet hers.
"This is strange...
but I... I feel... I feel good around you too."
Her eyes traced the path
from his eyes to his lips and back to return his gaze.
"Pacey? Are you going to
kiss me?"
"The thought had
crossed my mind."