Part Three
Pacey sat on the hood of
his Jeep, leaning his head against the windshield and pouring over his
unfinished English homework. It felt as if he'd never really adjust
to life in this place, everything still felt so awkward. And Pacey was
never one for awkward. He stared down the doors to West Roswell High
as if challenging them to welcome him. It didn't work.
Nearly two weeks of classes
had passed by him and he hadn't even begun to feel completely comfortable
here. Not that that was a very long time, but it was long enough to
really start to wear on him. His clothes were all wrong for the weather
here, he was still achingly jobless, and there were just too many people
he didn't know and it felt like he would never get to know them. Ugh.
Everything seemed fake, more like a movie set or something. Pacey hadn't
really sussed out his role yet. Sure, he'd met some decent people and
he had burgeoning little crushes on half the senior class, but tonight
was Friday night and he still had shit all to do. Even as a less than
popular Capeside guy, he had Friday night plans. This just kinda sucked.
He missed his friends.
He missed Dawson's bullshit and roses, he missed Jo's wry sense of humor.
He missed them all, even the things he hated about each of them he found
himself waxing nostalgic over. And the phone calls were doing nothing
but make his need for a freaking job even more desperate. He really
needed to get a life. The possibility of spending yet another Saturday
night watching cable with his mom wasn't really stirring him.
He heard footsteps in the
gravel behind him and turned towards the sound, Maria Deluca and Liz
Parker shimmied between the tightly parked cars. He shielded his eyes
from the sun with a hand.
"Good morning, ladies."
Pacey grinned like an ass.
"Hey...," the uninterested
Liz said sweetly.
"Hi, Pacey. How's Roswell
treating you so far?" Maria leaned in and rested her elbows on the hood
of the Jeep ducking into Pacey's shadow.
"So far, so good, I guess...
I was just trying to finish up yesterday's English. I forgot all about
it last night."
"Ooooo! Hot date last night,
new boy?" Maria spread those lips of hers into a flirtatious smile.
Or, he wanted to think it was flirtatious when it might only be friendly.
Whatever, didn't really matter.
Liz rolled her eyes. "Maria,
I have to get to class early. I'll see you later. Nice seeing you, Pacey."
She walked purposefully towards the school leaving he and Maria alone.
Pacey sat up and collected his things into his knapsack. Maria shifted
her weight onto the car behind her.
"So?"
"So, what?" Man, those
lips should be outlawed
"So, you never answered
me... Hot date last night, English homework pushed aside?"
He smiled at her, liking
the way that she operated. Very straightforward. "Yeah, right. Hot date
with the Nintendo, if that counts..."
"It doesn't count." Maria
laughed and ran her tongue over her front teeth.
Damn. A guy might bust
a nut thinking about what those lips could be capable of... Pacey, down
boy. "Yeah, I didn't think so." All right, Pacey... take it down
a notch, it hasn't been that long...
"And what about tonight?"
"What about tonight?" he
repeated.
"Hot date tonight? Which
lonely Roswell girl are you taking to the party out by the ridge?"
Pacey looked at her, clueless.
"Actually, this is the first I've heard about this party. What's up
at the ridge? And where is this ridge?" He quirked an eyebrow at her
inquisitively.
"Wow. I can't believe you
haven't heard about this thing! It's going to be huge, there've been
flyers all over school. Well, anyway, you know about it now. It's just
outside of town, about halfway to the Reservation. I could draw you
a map..."
Pacey saw his chance and
drew back his lips, biting his tongue between his teeth and cocking
his head to one side. "Or... you could take me with you and you can
show me the way." He glanced at her sidelong.
Maria seemed to think about
it for a moment, staring off at a point beyond him over his left shoulder.
There was a somewhat nervous flash in her eyes and then she relaxed
again, bringing her eyes back to his. "All right. Sure."
"Good. Excellent. Then
it's a date." He slid down off the car, facing her. There was hardly
any room for both of them, their bodies smushed together. He moved to
one side.
"A date. Right." She smiled
again. "Well, I have to get to the gym, so I'll see you at lunch and
we can iron out the details then." Pacey noticed her quickly shoot a
look over his shoulder again before she turned to trot away. "See ya
later, Pacey!" He waved and watched her go for a second before turning
to quell his curiosity. Of course, Guerin. The bastard was everywhere,
it seemed. Well, screw him.
"You have got to be kidding
me, Maria! What about Michael?" Liz Parker stood close to her locker
speaking to her friend in a shrill whisper, her eyes wide.
"I've decided that it's
a shit or get off the pot situation. If Michael doesn't want to deal
with me on anything more than a physical level, then it behooves me
to take the better opportunities as they opportune themselves. Besides,"
she moved in closer and looked around her cautiously. "He's fine. You
know he is... Have you seen his eyes? They're, like, six different colors..."
"You are just doing this
to make Michael jealous." Liz stood her ground. Liz thought it was easier
if the six of them just stayed together, for everyone's sake. It was
the safest way.
"I am not. Liz, Michael
and I just don't have what you and Max do. We're not destined soulmates
or anything like that... and even if I was... well, whatever." She raised
an eyebrow at Liz, indicating that they had company.
"Liz..." Max spoke in that
disconcerting soft voice that made Maria both calm and nervous at the
same time.
"Hi, Max." She looked up
at him with huge eyes. They made Maria nauseous.
"I was wondering if you
would take a walk with me through lunch? I wanted to talk..."
"Um, Hello?" Maria said
pointedly. They were really too much.
"Oh, Maria... I'm sorry.
Hi. Liz?"
"Sure, Max... let's go.
We'll talk more about this later, Maria." Liz stuffed her books into
her locker and shut the door with a click.
"Talk more about what?
Anything I should be concerned about?"
Maria turned her head towards
the voice. Michael stood so close that she could feel his hot breath
prickle the back of her neck. She grit her teeth; he wasn't going to
get anything out of her, he didn't deserve it.
"Nothing."
"Nothing? Funny, Liz didn't
seem to think whatever it was is nothing." He raised an eyebrow at her.
"Nothing that is any of
your business. Y'know, the entire universe does not revolve around Michael
Guerin. Ugh!" She huffed and stomped off towards the cafeteria without
looking back at him.
He made her so mad sometimes.
Sure they'd been seeing each other on and off for over a year, but Michael
had never made even close to any type of commitment to her and he consistently
reminded her that he had no ties to Roswell and he could take off at
any time. What the hell else was she supposed to do? Rot? No freakin'
way! Michael Guerin could kiss her ass, she was moving on.
The cafeteria was one of
Pacey's least favorite places in West Roswell High, he just wanted it
to be another cafeteria across the country. He could get through day
after day of boring classes and concentrate on other things, but for
some reason, when he entered the cafeteria and grabbed his lunch off
the sneeze-guarded displays, he got more homesick than ever. He'd taken
to lunching with Alex Whitman every day so far. Four days in and he
already had a routine, it was comforting but also kind of pathetic.
And Alex was a good guy, it wasn't his fault that Pacey didn't want
to really be there.
They seemed to get along
pretty well, Pacey pegged him right off as a real stand up guy. In Pacey's
book, there really was no higher compliment. But, conversation was already
beginning to get a little tedious. Alex had the most intense, earth-shattering,
all-encompassing "thing" for Isabel Evans.
Pacey had made the early
mistake of mentioning her to Alex in the locker room before gym the
morning after she had taken him to the reservoir and Alex all but proclaimed
her as his own. Isabel didn't seem the type to belong to anyone other
than Isabel, but Alex's proclamation was all Pacey needed to step back
and give up on her. Truth be told, she really didn't do it for him anyway.
There was something just a little off about her. In fact the whole group
of them, including Alex sometimes, seemed a little weird. They watched
their mouths more than anyone he had ever met before; there was this
unspoken law between them. Pacey plain vibed it.
Not that she had pursued
him since that evening either, he had to admit. But even if she had,
he would have had to forego. Alex was his first friend in town and she
was only one girl in a sea of thousands. It had to be more important
to cultivate some friendships before worrying needlessly about getting
laid. Pacey could always get laid.
Alex and Maria were sat
at the outside table facing each other when he arrived with his lunch
tray. He stood over the table unsure for a moment on which side to sit.
Finally, he slid his tray onto the table and sat beside Maria. She turned
as he sat and flashed him an uneasy smile. It was cute.
"Hey, Pacey! How's it hangin'?"
"It's hangin', man. It's
hangin'." He smiled and began to dive into his meat concoction.
"So you going to this thing
tonight?" Alex asked.
Pacey smiled and shifted
his eyes towards Maria, whose eyes were reflected in her compact staring
back at him. He was getting increasingly more excited for this date
of theirs. "Yeah, I'm going. You?"
"I'm not sure yet, I have
to see what Isabel's up to."
Maria rolled her eyes as
if to signify her thinking that Alex really needed to give it up. "Alex,
I'm sure that she's going to be there with her obnoxious posse. We're
all going to be there, just go. And forget about Isabel for once, jeez..."
Alex looked wounded. "God,
Maria. If anyone should understand, you should. Man..."
Pacey leaned in towards
Alex. "Really, Whitman. You have to come tonight, I hear it's the party
of the century. It'll be cool." What he really wanted to say was that
Isabel was completely not worth Alex's over-inflated affections, but
he knew that his words would go over like a lead zeppelin. He could
see where some guys would be completely ga-ga over her, she was an incredible
babe, but she was really an odd bird. The time they had spent together
made him feel awkward ever since; a strange feeling. Like she knew everything
about him and he knew nothing. He felt stripped. If she was capable
of doing that in one afternoon, imagine what she could do during the
time span of an entire relationship. The thought gave him the shivers.
Alex, of course, stared
off into the direction where she and Guerin sat at another table across
the quad. "Yeah, I guess you're right. I'll be there, right after band
rehearsal."
"Damn! We have practice
tonight? Ugh... I completely spaced it."
"Ummm yeah, Maria. Every
Wednesday and Friday for what, the past year and a half? Duh."
"You guys are in a band?"
Pacey was intrigued, sounded like fun. He didn't have an ounce of musical
talent in his body.
Alex went off into a lengthy
explanation of the theories behind the band and their music and their
plans for commercial success through playing live and getting a record
deal. Maria stayed mostly silent, smirking. At least Alex was capable
of talking about something other than Isabel.
"Alex plays guitar and
I front. We don't completely suck," she said rather plainly.
"Well, what time does your
practice end? I can pick you up after, or something?" Pacey offered.
Her eyes widened. "Actually,
I'll want to freshen up first. You can pick me up at my house at nine.
That sound good? Alex, you can get there on your own, right?" Maria
looked over at Whitman nodding slowly to convince him.
"Yeah, that's cool," he
paused. "Hey! Are you guys going on a date?" He let out a snort.
"You have issue with that,
Dad?" Maria laughed, but shot an obnoxious look at him.
There was a sudden faraway
expression on Alex's face. Isabel must be on the approach, Pacey thought.
Whitman looked a lot like a lovesick camel whenever she got close.
"Hi." Isabel stopped directly
behind Pacey, he had to crane his neck to look towards her.
"Hey, Isabel. Are you going
to that shindig tonight? I thought maybe..." Alex tapered off.
"Yes, Alex. I'll be there."
She spoke to him deliberately, much like a teacher to a class of second
graders. "Pacey, would you like to drive me?" Pacey's eyes stayed on
Alex, he looked dejected and shocked. Poor kid, couldn't he see the
games she played on him?
"Sorry, Isabel. I've already
got plans for tonight." Pacey returned, his gaze still locked with his
friend's. "Do you need a lift? Alex could probably drive you. Alex?"
"Oh yeah. Of course. Sure."
He didn't turn to see her
reaction, but he was relatively sure that he knew what it was. Girls
like her were basically all the same, and he's been in the Alex position
too many times to count at this point. Isabel's entire point of this
display was to make Alex jealous and lead him on more than she already
did on a day to day basis. Plus, she had the added bonus of getting
to pull one of those famous "I'll do you a favor and let you take me
out" routines. Pacey felt good to turn the tables on her, even though
it would hardly affect her.
Who was this newfound Pacey,
really? All of this was so out of character for him, but it served so
many purposes that he had no choice to act this way. Sure, she was gorgeous
and he could totally see what held Alex transfixed on her. Extremely
gorgeous, totally popular and entirely trouble. Three things that normally
would have Pacey on his knees. But again, Alex was Pacey's first real
friend in Roswell, and Pacey liked him. And he liked her. And Pacey
had been down this road already and it didn't really taste good. Plus,
there was the Maria factor, and he liked seeing that same satisfaction
he felt cross her face.
Maria and Isabel seemed
friendly enough, but it seemed like more of a product of outside factors
rather than any real desire to hang out with each other. Or maybe Pacey
was spending way too much time trying to figure all of these people
out and was beginning to write it all his own way. It didn't really
matter in the end, did it. Whatever he could come up with was infinitely
more amusing than real life these days. But maybe shit was looking up,
he did have a date tonight. It had been a long while since he'd had
a real date.
In the end, Isabel played
it all off and Alex was more than a little stoked with the results.
You would have thought that she came up and asked him out herself, Alex
was such a fool for her. Pacey definitely knew that completely entrenched
feeling.
"So, you wanna know where
I live?" Maria broke the silence of the table as Isabel strode back
towards her table.
"Oh, yeah. Let me write
down your address." He pulled a sheet of paper from his notebook and
she pulled out a pen.
It's right outside of town,
you can't miss it. And here's my number just in case. I should be out
of rehearsal by eight, right Maestro? So try not to get too lost and
pick me up by about nine-thirty."
"Will do. Well, off to
class I guess..." Picking up his knapsack, he headed off towards English,
finally completed homework in hand. Turning a corner in the corridor,
he bumped head on into Michael Guerin, knocking a can of soda from his
hand and sending it exploding over the linoleum. Guerin jumped back
to avoid the spray.
"What the fuck is wrong
with you, can't you see more than two feet in front of your face?" Michael
yelled.
"Hey, it was an accident,
man. Calm down." There was really something wrong with this guy, he'd
had it out for Pacey from the minute he'd arrived in town. It was odd.
Mostly everyone had been pretty decent to him, this guy's friends no
less, but Guerin was just a real bastard from moment one. Well, Pacey
thought, he can kiss my ass.
"I will not calm down,
you've been a real pain in my ass since you got here, Witter. Just fucking
know I've got my eyes on you. One move I don't like, you're mine." He
turned on his heels and clomped off down the hall leaving the spilled
soda in a puddle on the floor.
Pacey stared down at it
for a moment, confused by Guerin's reaction and his words. Whatever
was going on with that one, he'd never be able to explain. He flashed
to the overheard conversation between he and Isabel, and although he
hadn't thought about it at all that day, he wondered if maybe they had
been talking about him that afternoon. What was it she had said?
"Liz couldn't handle
Kyle, Michael, and I'm not going to go through that again. You can't
"take care" of everything... so I'm keeping my eyes on this one."
Kyle? He knew the name...
he'd been taking in so much over the past weeks that names and faces
hadn't really started to synch up yet. But they were all in there, waiting
to come together. Kyle Valenti? He'd seen that name in the award case
outside the gym. And he'd heard it before that as well... Shuffling
through his mind, he tried to place it. Bingo! The dead Sheriff, the
one who had gotten killed, facilitating Pacey's recent move from Capeside.
So, they had problems with
the cops, did they? He thought about each of them. They seemed okay
enough, except for that Guerin. But nothing stood out as necessarily
illegal activity. They didn't seem the stoner types at all. Or, maybe,
that was Guerin's problem and everyone else protected him? He wondered
how many of them were involved. Well, he'd see them outside of school
for the first time tonight, he could vibe it out then. A party was the
best time to figure out if your new friends had drug issues. Michael
Guerin could easily be the dealer of the bunch.
Pacey laughed out loud
at himself. For once, he was really starting to sound like his father
with all of this shady deductive reasoning and thinking the worst. Hilarious.
He was probably making it all up in his mind and putting together the
completely wrong facts. Well, he'd see... Pacey had been very much on
his toes since he'd landed in Roswell.
There was a message waiting
from Dawson when he got home from school. Sitting at the dining room
table, he dialed Capeside.
"Hello?"
"Hi, Mrs. Leery. It's Pacey.
Is Dawson there?"
"Oh! Hello, Pacey... How
are you? We miss you so much around here, there's been no one to eat
all of my leftovers!"
"I really miss your fridge,
Mrs. Leery... but it's getting better here. Very strange town, Roswell."
"Well, all that alien activity
must get very draining, I'd suspect," she laughed. "Well, hold on, dear.
I'll get Dawson. Take care of yourself and come back and visit us over
the holiday, won't you?"
"Thanks, I'd like that."
"You're always welcome
in our house, Pacey. Now hold on..." Gale called up to Dawson and Pacey
heard him lift the receiver.
"Hello?"
"D-man! Good to hear your
voice!" Pacey did miss having Dawson to talk to, even if everything
between them was very different than when they were kids. Dawson had
been seeing Nikki Green for almost a year before Pacey had left town
and they spent so much time together that Pacey and Dawson had grown
slightly apart. But they still talked about everything and were still
the best of friends; had been since before time, it seemed.
"Pace, how's Roswell? Joey
said she's spoken to you about a hundred times and I was starting to
get jealous. Sorry I haven't called lately."
"It's all right, man. I
know how busy you are, and me too... I've been trying desperately to
get settled in here, make some new friends and all that."
"And?"
"And it's going... you
know. It's kinda hard coming into a school three years in and trying
to situate yourself in somewhere. I guess I'm lucky though, got me a
date tonight."
"Oh?"
"Yeah, king of the one
word answers today..." Pacey laughed through the line. "Yeah... taking
this chick, Maria, to some party out on some ridge. Sounds like fun,
and she's cute."
"Oh yeah, a little romance
on the horizon? Go get 'em, Pacey!"
"Yeah, well... it's all
good. We'll see where it goes."
"You don't sound all that
optimistic for a guy with a hot date... what's up?"
Pacey thought for a moment,
he didn't have words to really describe the feeling that everyone and
everything in Roswell gave him. "Dunno, really... I'm optimistic, actually.
She's cute and sweet and all, but the people here are freaks, Dawson."
"Eh... they can't be any
stranger than Capeside folk."
"Yeah, I guess you're right..."
He thought about the little incidents that caused him to use those words;
the momentary flash he felt when Isabel touched him, the feeling that
she knew everything about him in the one, brief second, the odd conversation
he overheard between her and Guerin, the constant look of secrecy on
Max Evans' face, the feeling that all conversation stopped when he approached.
Pacey heard his mother calling up to him. "Well, dude. It's dinner.
I'll catch you later. Call me soon, right?"
"All right, Pace. Have
a good time tonight!"
"I will man, and you take
care of everyone back there, 'kay?"
"Later."
"Bye." And he hung up the
phone realizing how much he really missed home.
Staring into his closet,
Pacey wondered what people wore out in this godforsaken place. Sure,
it was September, but it was still hot as hell. He worried for a moment
or two before pulling out one of his rote Hawaiian shirts and a pair
of khakis. Whatever.
"Where are you off to,
honey?" His mother stood at his open door and gazed inside as he stood
in front of the mirror putting some gunk into his hair. It was his only
attempt at really "getting ready". Feeling much like a tool, he stared
at his reflection wondering when he'd decided to give a shit.
"I have a date, Mom. Shouldn't
be home too late."
"Well, you enjoy yourself...
I'm so glad you're starting to fit in here. Maybe I'm next?"
"Yeah... I'm sure you'll
start to meet people soon, Ma. It's pretty hard starting over..." He
said it as much for himself as he did for her. Sliding his hand over
his hair one last time, he turned to his mother, "So?"
"She's a very lucky girl,
Pacey."
"Thanks, Mom." He felt
bad to leave her, almost. She was as lonely as he felt lately.
He had a map, damnit. Why
the hell was it so damn impossible to find one freakin' street? In a
few minutes, he was going to be officially late. Pulling over at a grocery
store he'd probably passed four hundred times in his incessant circling,
he pulled out the wrinkled scrap of paper she'd scrawled on and finally
asked for directions.
He was precisely around
the corner. Damnit.
He parked the jeep in front
of her apartment building and rang the buzzer.
"Be right out!" She appeared
at the window beside him and leaned out.
"Hey..." In a second, his
night seemed to change tone. Maria looked hot, at least from the waist
up, wearing a bright pink and iridescent tank top that strapped around
her neck rather than her shoulders. Smiling at her, he leaned against
the bricks.
Okay, so it wasn't just
from the waist up. Maria emerged from her building swaying her skintight
jean clad hips at him. He must have given her exactly the reaction she
was looking for, as she passed, she spun around on her practically stiletto
heels.
"Very nice..." He nodded
with leering approval. "I feel underdressed."
"You look fine, I'm generally
overdressed for Roswell. Come, we go." Maria led him to the car and
jumped inside without waiting for him to chivalrously open the door.
They made their way in
a comfortable semi-silence as she gave sparse directions and fiddled
with the radio dial, radio was also sparse in Roswell, New Mexico.
"It's right over that hill,
see where the lights are coming from?" There was a glow in the desert
sky ahead of them and Pacey could already feel the pulse of bass-heavy
music. Coming up over the road, they saw a world of cars parked on the
flat clearing and pulled into a spot.
"Let me open the door for
you this time..." He smiled, crossing around to her side of the Jeep.
"Gotta let a guy do the right thing every now and again, you know?"
Maria smiled back at him
but he had already seen the look of discomfort pass her face.
"What?" he said, following
her staring eyes and fallen mouth. He saw nothing there.
"Nothing," she said, and
took his outstretched hand, climbing down from the car onto the hard-packed
dirt. "Come on, let's get some drinks and have a good time. Alex is
already here, there's Isabel and Max's Jeep." Maria pointed a few spots
over at the unmanned vehicle putting on a look of faked comfort. Pacey
tried to pretend it didn't exist.
He kept her hand in his
and she didn't pull it away, although he could feel her slight resistance.
He wondered how bad she had it for the Guerin fuck and if there was
any way that he was going to make her push it off long enough to maybe
get some tonight, figuring that even though this date was probably all
about making him jealous, Pacey still saw an attraction between himself
and Maria. Right now, that was good enough.
* * * * *
He felt a clap on his back
as he waited on line for the keg. Turning, he knew he would find Alex.
"Dude!"
"Hey man, where's the better
half?" Pacey joked, referring to Isabel.
"Oh... Isabel went off
with her girlfriends the minute we got here. She's around here somewhere..."
The look on his face was sour and sad.
"Sorry, Whitman... Here,
suck back a few of these... forget all about that wench." Pacey handed
him a blue, plastic cup and put his arm around the other boy's shoulder.
Alex pumped the keg and poured another couple of pints.
"Go ahead," he said, indicating
in the direction of Maria standing alone, leaning against a post of
the large tent. "You're on a date, better keep an eye on her before
Michael gets here."
"What's the deal with them?
Am I just headed for a fall?"
"Depends on how much you
like her, really. I mean, I've known Maria for most of my life and she'd
never fallen for anyone like she did for him, but they've been on and
off for a long time now. More off lately, though." They wove through
the tight crowd towards her. "So I guess you've got a pretty good chance.
Who knows? I'm the last person who'll ever understand women."
Pacey nodded towards him,
knowing that he was in precisely the same boat. Comprehending girls
had never been his strongest suit.
When they reached Maria,
she was chatting amicably with Liz and Max. Pacey handed her a plastic
pint and said hello. He scanned the crowd, it seemed as if the entire
school and more were at this thing. Beyond the tent, lights rotated
above the gyrating crowd and a DJ spun records from a high platform,
you could feel the steady slamming bass in the pit of your stomach.
"You gonna dance with me,
or do I have to find someone else?" Maria leaned into Pacey, whispering
into his ear. The hairs on the back of his neck rose.
"I'm not a big dancer,
honestly." He dropped his voice to the same husky tone of hers, insuring
that she wasn't going to take off on him. From behind her, he saw Guerin
make his way through the crowd, same miserable look on his face as ever.
Taking her hand into his, he brought his arm around her neck, "But,
I'll make as go at it." He lead her away from the tent and to the dancefloor.
She hadn't seen Michael
enter, or if she did, she was playing it off rather well. By the time
they got into the crowd of dancing bodies, Guerin was over with the
rest of the group. Pacey didn't have to look to know he was probably
watching the direction they disappeared to. Maria's arm went around
his body and her leg between his, she moved smoothly to the rhythm of
the pounding music as Pacey attempted to hold his own, trying not to
think.
That was the one thing
he had learned from his ballroom lessons with Joey back home, stop thinking
and counting and let the music lead you. Girls liked a man who could
dance, even if it was relatively mediocre.
Her hands traveled downward,
settling in the small of his back and she pressed her midsection towards
him, their lower halves cemented together and her back arching her away
from his chest; a euphoric beam on her face as he held her suspended
in the crowd. He pulled her back up to him with a hand on the back of
her neck.
"Practice?" He breathed
headily into her ear over the voluminous roar.
"Hmmm?"
"You're pretty good at
this dancing thing." He smirked at her, mustering up every ounce of
sex appeal he could find.
"You ain't so bad yourself..."
Her body still moved in time, swaying slowly but perfectly to the beat.
Her face glistened in the humidity of hundreds of bodies, her shined
lips sparkling and parted. He would kiss her the moment her face neared
his again.
She spun around in front
of him; her backside forced against his midsection as she bent at the
waist and shook her short hair out. If they didn't get off this dancefloor
soon, he might have a little episode. This dancing thing didn't seem
all that bad, for the first time. Pacey held her hips and tried to move
with her. If this was any indication, she was probably a kick-ass lay.
Her back slammed up against
his chest and her hands grasped his thighs, ass grinding into him. Wrapping
one arm under hers and across her chest he pulled her neck back towards
his open mouth and pressed it against his lips, she turned around in
his arms. Through the smoke-coated haze, Michael Guerin watched them.
Pacey closed his eyes when he kissed her.
* * * * *
"Have fun out there?" Guerin
attacked, as they settled in the line at the keg.
"Go away, Michael." Maria
glared at him, her hand still on Pacey's around her waist. Pacey just
looked at him; no challenge in his eyes, simply looking. There might
have been a little smirk on his lips. Maybe.
"Can't do that, Maria.
You think I don't know what you're doing out there? This is just a ploy
to try and make me jealous. Well, it ain't gonna work." Pacey still
held her, ignoring Guerin's pathetic attempt to work him. Maria reacted
in kind.
"Think whatever you want,
Michael." Her voice dropped. "I'm over you." And she turned away from
him into Pacey. They were next in line.
"Can I pour you a beer,
Guerin?" He smiled, enjoying the momentary conquest.
"Fuck you." He receded
back into the crowd, away from them.
As soon as he was out of
sight, Maria turned her attention away from the direction that Michael
had disappeared to and back to Pacey. "I take it you're a pretty confident
guy, huh?"
"Not particularly, but
he's been pissing me off since I got here. Look, it's okay if he knows
what he's talking about." Pacey didn't mean that. Honestly, it would
be even more annoying if she was really only there to entertain Guerin's
jealous streak. He knew that it was at least part of the reason, though.
"Huh?" She took a long
sip off her pint, leaving shiny lipstick behind on the rim of her cup.
"Nothing..."
"That's not the reason,
but it might have been the bonus byproduct." She paused. "But, it's
definitely not why I'm still hanging around you, Pacey." Her fingernails
raked up his khaki-covered thighs. "Finish that beer and let's go back
and dance again, I don't want to talk about Michael Guerin anymore."
"No arguments there." They
wove through the throng until they were head off by Liz, Max and Alex.
"Hey, guys."
Alex's eyes were sagged,
Pacey figured he was nearing the point of having too much to drink.
His voice slurred slightly when he spoke. "What's up?"
"Nothin'... We were going
to go dance some more, what are you guys up to?"
"Max and Liz keep trying
to ditch me in the crowd so they can go off and do whatever it is that
nauseatingly happy couples do at these events, Isabel is dancing with
some basketball player out there, and I'm drinking beer. Wanna get another
one?" He was definitely on the road to hammered. Maria and Liz were
deep in whispered girl-conversation, Pacey bent to her ear and told
her he'd be right back.
"Max?" Pacey indicated
towards the drink tent.
"No thanks, I'm not a big
drinker. Bring one back for Liz, though..." Max stayed tight to his
girlfriend's side. Pacey wondered for a moment how long they'd been
together, they seemed already married. Scary place for two high school
seniors to be.
When they returned with
re-filled beverages, Max, Isabel and Michael were deep in hushed speech.
Pacey handed Maria and Liz their drinks and stepped behind her, slipping
his arm around her thin waist again. She leaned back into his chest.
"You wanna get out of here soon? Take a drive or something?"
"You want to leave?" She
leaned in and said something he couldn't hear into her friend's ear.
"Let's stay a little while longer, is that okay?" She said coming back
to him, tipping her head back onto his shoulder.
"Sure." He turned his attention
back to Alex and Max while the girl's fell into another conversation.
Alex's eyes we're glued to Isabel's lips watching her speak. "Alex,
you better slow down if you're at all planning on driving home tonight."
Like he should talk.
"I'm all right, this is
gonna be my last one." Alex yelled over the din.
Pacey nodded and made the
same resolution in his mind. Max and Michael were arguing now, their
voices coming louder over the crowd; Pacey couldn't make out what they
were saying. Isabel looked torn between the two sides, she kept butting
in and speaking heatedly, waving around them. Finally, Michael turned
and took off stubbornly, Isabel and Max charged after him. Liz watched
them go and started in kind, but Maria held her back.
"What the hell is up with
the three of them, it's like drama central?" Pacey inquired with the
group.
"Nothing." All three said
at once, all too quickly.
"Yeah, right..." He looked
at them sidelong and took Maria's hand again. "Whatever... Dance?"
She gazed in the direction
that they had run off to. Max, Isabel and Michael were still talking
heatedly, not far from where they'd started. Pacey rolled his eyes at
Alex. When she brought her head back around to him, she nodded. "Yeah,
come on." She took Liz and Alex by the hands as well, "You too... come
on. Let's have some friggin' fun for a change. Not everything always
has to be so damn serious."
* * * * *
He was glad when she decided
it was finally time to get out of there. The party was fun, there was
more than enough beer left to go around, but there was always a point
when you've had enough. He had had enough. Plus, Maria had gotten him
so damn worked up on the dancefloor that he welcomed the chance to get
her alone.
"You want me to take you
home?" His way of figuring out where they should go. They could go back
to his house, but there was a good chance that his father had just gotten
home and would be sitting on the couch winding down. The idea of trying
to smuggle Maria up the stairs and into his room without incident was
not even worth trying, and Jeeps don't exactly have romance written
all over them at all.
"Let's say goodnight to
Liz and them, I want to make sure that Alex is okay to get home on his
own." She pointed in the direction of the chill room, a tent filled
with comfy cushions and couches; softer ambient music slowing down the
vibe.
"'Kay." This was not going
in his favor, he thought. Wiping the sweat from his brow, he followed
her inside.
"Hey, you guys. We're gonna
take off..." The group was sitting in a cluster, the argument from earlier
clearly over. Alex sat with his head tipped back on the couch, Isabel
beside him.
"I'm going to drive Alex's
car, he can pick it up from our house tomorrow," she assured them, noticing
Pacey and Maria's inquisitive expressions.
"Oh, good... Well, catch
you guys later... Maria?"
"'Night!" She said towards
most of them; then adding, ""Night, Michael," in a more singsong tone
of voice. He glared at them both.
Pacey was absolutely not
going to let Michael get under his skin, he'd already paid far too much
attention to him already. Enough for a fucking lifetime, really. Lifting
his arm around Maria's shoulders, he led them out of the tent and to
the parked car.
They were alone and it
was about time. He closed the door for her and walked around to the
driver's side, getting in alongside her. Before he keyed the engine,
he turned to look into her eyes. "I had a really good time tonight,"
he started.
"Me too... And, well...
I'm sorry about Michael." She turned her eyes to her lap.
"Forget about Michael,
I have..." Pacey reached out and touched his hand to the side of her
face, turning it up to him with his thumb.
She opened and closed her
mouth, running her tongue quickly over her lips and flexing a muscle
in her jaw. Pacey moved in closer, his eyes locked to hers. Their lips
met without tension.
She was sexy, no doubt.
Pacey ran his hands over her bare shoulders and down her lithe spine,
their tongues met and danced more passionately than the two of them
had on the dancefloor.
"Nice..." He breathed,
his voice saturated with musk.
"My mother's away for the
weekend at a trade show." Bingo. That was easy. They untangled from
each other's arms and Pacey started the engine. He pulled out of the
lot, gravel kicking up behind them as they tore out.
They had barely made it
into her bedroom before he had her pressed against him, remembering
back to what it was like to be close to someone for one reason and one
reason only. Maria was a nice girl, and maybe they might have something,
but right now, Pacey concentrated all his attention on the moment. The
rest would have to work itself out after the fact.
He lifted the hem of her
shirt and pulled it over her head. "Wait..." She broke away. Sitting
on the edge of the bed, she stared into his eyes, filled with base longing.
"I don't want you to get the wrong idea about me..."
Now she decides this?,
he thought to himself briefly before sitting beside her. "Maria, there
is no wrong idea," he said honestly. "You're a nice girl, and very sexy...
is that the wrong idea?" Bending to kiss her again, he ran his hands
gently over her arms, lacing his fingers through hers.
She softened in his embrace
and their kissing became more heated, soon their clothes lay in a discarded
heap beside the bed. Pacey had felt real passion before, and this wasn't
it. There wasn't that feeling of sharing yourself with someone you've
fallen madly in love with, or the blazing need to be with this person
you've been waiting to touch. There was need and there was passion,
but it was empty.
That's not to say that
when he slid inside of her he didn't want only to be there. His cock
throbbed hard against his body, her long fingers wrapped around it and
guiding it to her entrance, their skin slick with sweat; Pacey sighed
heavy as her legs encircled him. With her lying beneath him and their
lips kissing angrily, they slammed against each other until satisfied.
When it was over, he rolled
beside her and promptly fell asleep.