2/6/05 - Pigs are flying, I wrote something. Goddamn Cohen is posted below in the Etc... section and it's a little Summer/Ryan thing from "The O.C." Feedback is always welcome, of course, especially since this is the first thing I've written in about three or so years and I could use the ego stroke.

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decisions, decisions.
Britney likes to think things through. (PG-13)

desperate songs to sing and hear.
Britney has a song she needs to sing and that she knows needs to be sung. (PG-13)

destinations
Written for the 2001 Don We Now Our Gay Apparel Secret Slashers event, for Niki Roberts who asked for Chris and Lance and a cabin in the woods. (R)

distracted
Joey's fucked. He just knows it. (R)

over to next.
Chris can't answer the question and he's already numb. (PG-13)

drabbles page.
100 word ficlets written for the boybanddrabbles community on LJ. Different ratings and pairings and whatnot. All kinds of fun to write, though.


And Suddenly That Name
A post-episodic musing on "Heat Wave"

Before It Rains
A storm is brewing, and Michael surrenders to the call of leadership. (Thanks, Laura!) (m/m)

Bittersweet
Sugar and spice and everything nice? Liz finds out what Isabel is made of. Light D/s content. (f/f)

Collide
Kinda harsh. A bit on the non-consensual side, but not. Edges of violence. (m/m)

A Common Thread
A post-episodic musing on "Surprise"

Drowning in Dreams
Sometimes the simplest dreamwalk can get a little complicated. (m/f, f/f)

Envying Max Evans
A post-episodic musing on "Missing."

Matters of the Parts
By Pilar, Courtney & Miri
Michael is written by Pilar, Max by Courtney and Maria by Miri. This story is an exploration on what happens when each writer controls one person. You'll love it or you'll hate it... and it's slash... more slash... And it's exclusive to "Guilty Pleasures" the link will pop out a new window.

A Means to an End
A post-episodic musing on "285 South"

Misplaced Trust
A post-episodic musing on "The Balance"

Near. And Not Close.
Alt-History ending to Max in the City. Warnings: My mind. Not a pretty place. This is basically Prisoner!Fic. Themes include torture, an allusion to non-consensual sex and other nastiness.

The Next Big Thing
Maria expounds on a new experience after being caught out. (f/f)

Perchance
A Liz Parker journal entry about a recurring dream. (f/f, PG)

Sight (Un)Seen
Tess realizes that destiny has nearly nothing to do with her. (m/m)

Taking
Sometimes destiny has nothing to do with what you want. (f/f)

That I Might See
A POV future piece. It defies my own summarization attempts, so try it, you might like it. Who knows... Warning: Character death and ensuing angst. This story has received a 2001 Roswellian Choice Award for Best Future Fic, click HERE to check out the award.
Prologue
Part 1
Part 2
Part 3
Part 4
Epilogue

To Hold You While You Weep
A post-episodic musing on "Cry Your Name"

Better or Worse
 A 28-year-old Pacey Witter has moved to San Francisco with a new job and a new life, but he is haunted by a grim face from the past. Can he merge both lives and save her?
Part One:Sweet Adeline
Part Two: Oh Well, Okay
Part Three: Between The Bars
Part Four: The White Lady Loves You More
Part Five: Everybody's Gone At Last
Part Six: Cupid's Trick
Part Seven: Throw Out The Line
Part Eight: Can't Lose
Part Nine: Weight of Water
Part Ten: Love and Work
Part Eleven: Pleasure of Pretending
Part Twelve: Blackout
Part Thirteen: Delusions
Part Fourteen: Stars Gone Out
Part Fifteen: Rope
Epilogue: Drawing Flies

Crossed Lines
Pacey and Joey share an apartment, details of their torrid sex lives, and a lot more.
Part 1
Part 2
Part 3

Done Wrong
When it looks like the perfect relationship... look closer.
Part One: Done Wrong
Part Two: Blameless
Part Three: Worthy
Part Four: Falling Is Like This
Part Five: I Didn't Understand
Part Six: Dodge
Part Seven: Come On

Fell On Black Days
Pacey struggles to understand why his relationship is failing, and searches his soul for a solution.
Fell On Black Days
Part Two: Zero Chance
Part Three: Division Day

Things Look Swell
Pacey woke up gay! WooHoo! This is off-linked to Kate Bolin's hilarious "Wake Up Gay!" site, a new window will open

This Year's Paris
Taking place directly after the Season Three finale, Pacey and Joey sail off into the sappy sunset and find out about 'True Love'.


Parallel
A short Chris Keller introspect and my first Oz fic. Go easy on my prag ass, all right? (R)

Sex Sins Six
A lost scene from Episode #30, "A Word to the Wise." Father Mukada gets a little hot and bothered after Keller makes his confession. (R—NC-17, Blasphemy)

Idle Hands ***NEW***
I had this sitting on my hard drive and realized it is a nice, slutty!Beecher ficlet that deserves release. Short, but sweet. (NC-17 for language)


Andromeda
Rush
By Ana & Pilar
Battle. Victory. Adrenaline. Sex. (An alt-ending to 'Its Hour Come Round At Last') *My first Andromeda fic and collaboration with the wonderful Ana. check out her fic here: http://unitb.slashcity.net/andromeda/andromedamain.html She kicks some serious ass.

Beverly Hills, 90210
Lessons in L.A.
My first ever slash story. Be very afraid. And I am very embarrassed. No, really. I don't even know why I'm putting this here after all this time. Yikes. Brandon/Dylan, NC-17, Sand.

The O.C.
Goddamn Cohen *** NEW ***
 I've been reading a bit out of this fandom because I've really been enjoying this dumb show in hte same way that I loved the dumbness of 90210, and this pairing just reads so hot. This story starts aout canon after "The Second Chance" and veers off the Pacific Coast Highway from there. Summer/Ryan, NC-17.


Roswell
The Last To Know
Part 2 ***NEW and Unfinished***
Isabel gets annoyed when Michael kisses Maria...

Roswell/DC Crossover
L'Étranger
Pacey is forced to move to Roswell, New Mexico. Everything changes with locale. This fic has been honored with a Capeside Creek Fanfiction award. Click HERE to check it out.
Part 1
Part 2
Part 3
Part 4
Part 5
Part 6

Dawson's Creek
What Looks Like Crazy On An Ordinary Day
After a break-up with Andie, Pacey makes the strangest discovery--Abby's actually fun to hang out with. (This series takes place right after episode 212, "Uncharted Waters") This fic tied for "Best Other Relationship" fic in the 1999 Creeker's Choice Awards. click HERE to check out the award.
Part One
Part Two
Part Three
Part Four
Part Five
Part Six
Part Seven
Part Eight

Chemical Reaction
By Alisha and Pilar
Pacey and Joey meet by chance in Atlanta, in the strangest of scenarios.
This story is exclusive at the Pacey & Joey Lover's Shrine. Please click here to read it.

Oz
Surface
If the dream wasn't a dream, where would Tobias Beecher be a year after his parole?
Prologue
Part One
Part Two
Part Three ***NEW, Unfinished***

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